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"sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone"


Everything I am is a lie


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rotten and so beautiful
a wooden stake through the heart
not made to measure
girls
only happy when it rains...
needles
silence
Coin-operated boy
reasons to be beautiful

my love is all she's ever needed

•Quotes I love•

To be equal you have to add or subtract and I have never liked math
-Marilyn Manson-
"I don't wanna be a role model.
I'd like to be an inspiration."
- Tairrie B-
"For girls to pick up guitars and scream their heads off
in a totally oppressive, fucked up, male dominated culture is to seize power.
We recognize this as a political act."
-Tobi Vail
I love him so much it turns to hate
-Courtney Love-

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August 14, 2003 @ 9:30 pm
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sorry jebus...........can't read anymore, because your mommy went through my private thoughts in a very rude manner. So no. I still love you though.

I'm feeling |N| crushed
I'm enjoying |N| crushed I'm feeling |N| NIRVANA
I'm enjoying |N| NIRVANA
one wooden stake through the heart and 18 vicodin

July 14, 2003 @ 12:37 pm
Friends Only!


If you want to know a little about me:
About me:
I have 18 peircings and one tattoo
I am 16
I am a junior at Harrison High School.
Music:
Nirvana
Jack Off Jill
Soundgarden
Audioslave
Mudvayne
Garbage
Hole
Foo Fighters
Live
Seether
Breaking Benjamins
Hole
Courtney Love
Ill Nino
My Ruin
Marilyn Manson
Mister Evil
Goo Goo Dolls
Insomnia
Static-X
Scarling
Greenday
Nine Inch Nails
The Dredsen Dolls
Stabbing Westward
Flogging Molly
From Autumn to Ashes
old matchbox 20
Audiovent
.....theres more
Thats about it
♥ your Hairspray Queen

I'm feeling |N| contemplative
I'm enjoying |N| contemplative I'm feeling |N| Been a son by: Nirvana
I'm enjoying |N| Been a son by: Nirvana
one wooden stake through the heart and 13 vicodin

July 14, 2003 @ 12:00 pm
yeah!

I have decided to go "friends only" so yeah!

I'm feeling |N| creative
I'm enjoying |N| creative I'm feeling |N| Negative Creep by: Nirvana
I'm enjoying |N| Negative Creep by: Nirvana
one wooden stake through the heart


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• About me•

♥ "I'll never dream of you because my storys finished The endings perfect because you're not in it"-Clint Cook.♥
kurdt is my hairspray queen Killer clean been a racecar on a skyway down

My name is Amanda, I am obssessed with Nirvana, in the bad way.
I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I ♥ Jessicka

Amanda's Kelly Greene.

my heart is scarred The current mood of shadyangel6917@aol.com at www.imood.com

• Song of the Month •


Close to you
By:
The Cure


I’ve waited hours for this
I’ve made myself so sick
I wish I’d stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me
Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you’re here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream

I’ve waited hours for this
I’ve made myself so sick
I wish I’d stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me

But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream


• Random Things You should know about me •

• I am over protective of my friends, mess with them, and you mess with me
• When I love, I love hard, so if you are one of the people I love watch out! ^_^
• I have been best friends with same girl since before I was born. We look alike too.
• I may look diffrent but sadly enough I am part of that "special" crowd
• I have been friends with the same girls since middle school and we still all hang out together
• I like body modification, tattoos, peircings and the like
• I hate stuck up people, they just suck
• ditto goes for mean people
Remind me of other things I need to let people know!

• My friends•

::[X]:: Clint
::[X]:: starless_grrrl
::[X]:: futile_wish
::[X]:: Kaycee
::[X]:: Jesse
::[X]:: Ashley
::[X]:: bullethole
::[X]:: vomitingcandy
::[X]:: Cassie
::[X]:: Jessica
::[X]:: anotherxfuck
::[X]:: boushnic
::[X]:: consumedbycold
::[X]:: cunt
::[X]:: doll_house
::[X]:: neverintune
::[X]:: Jodi
::[X]:: lauraemily
::[X]:: momo_gurl89
::[X]:: o3ferrari
::[X]:: self_possessed
::[X]:: Dan
::[X]:: cutiexfairy666x
::[X]:: painful_tears
::[X]:: severd_nerv
::[X]:: xmudvaynex
::[X]:: Cyn
::[X]:: leftoutoblivion
::[X]:: lindsey,
::[X]:: pariah
::[X]:: xsilent_dreamsx
::[X]:: kfpandas
::[X]:: xetoilex
::[X]:: beautyofhorror
::[X]:: benders_mullet
::[X]:: blind_lies
::[X]:: Hannah
::[X]:: severd_nerv

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Courtney Is Love

Rape is NOT love